Budget budget!!

Have to promise myself to limit my shopping budget every month. *persistent*!!!

I have also downloaded an app to keep track on my savings. Hopefully i will have a better control of my expenditure. Think it will come to me. Only a matter of time :) DO NOT SUCCUMB TO IMPULSE PURCHASES (muahaha, lets see how long i can last)

Getting to know my working industry more in depth. I get invites to all the major conference. Cool!!! (well not specifically to me, but to my firm)

CNY

This year CNY is quiet. Mostly because all my friends are outstation. If they are not outstation, they would be busy with their relatives. At least this is how it would be for the first two days:) My family don't practice the visiting too early. That means homey time !!

After the first few days, it was all about playing cards and gambling. Hahah.. So much of joy when playing it with friends who matters. The 'kan cheong' ness when your cards are at the losing end sorta give you that adrenaline rush.

Anyhow, i lose and win some.That is how it always is every CNY. Hey i dun bet big so i guess, i don't feel the pinch so much. Heheh

After the long stretch of holiday, time to get back to work * drag asses to office* :/

Top notch quality???

Hmmm... Do you realise more and more blogs beginning to over use the word 'top notch quality cotton'???
Just found out they don't always mean it. Learnt it the hard way:( *teached me a lesson*

Work & Engineering

Beginning to enjoy my work more :) I could finally apply what i have learned in university.. Hurray! Engineering ftw.

The colleagues have been nice so far. At least i would like to think so...

Everything has been going ok for now. Lets just hope this continues :)

Just want to rant :(

Since i'm so tired of talking about it. I might as well try typing them out. See if it will make me feel better.

Maybe i'm not mentally prepared to work for this company.

Maybe i'm not into it?

Maybe i'm just not there yet?

I don't know.

I drag myself to work everyday and everyday is a struggle. Working at a confined meeting room with your team mates and a manager who checks on you once in a while stresses me out. I work better if i'm left alone. 

I have to appear offline on my office communicator to avoid my manager cause she never went offline before.

Her expectations for a fresh grad are sky rocket high.  It seems she leaves us no room for error. I have been getting comments and sarcastic remarks every now and then. My morale is so low every morning. I literally have to keep debating to my inner self to make it to the office.